Sincerely Ned

This Note to You

Ned Magdaleno — Sat, 24 Jul 2010 09:01:26 +0000

My dear, you are the reason my heart beats with liveliness, you are the reason I am able trust once more. These incomprehensible, indescribable, indecipherable feelings for you are the beginning of true happiness. It is you that in which I have the ability to give love another opportunity. To endure the emotion that at first succumbed me into a state of depression. Though as time progressed and I move forward, my unforeseen affliction still stood. I found myself pondering, to believe that this hurtful desire would soon die off. I was fallacious. But hope was not taken, that is until you appeared into my essence. You have shown me how mistaken I was, how I lived in despair whilst the world lingered on. If it wasn’t for you, I would still be dwelling upon my past. How I have no fancy how I should return the favor. But what I can do, is be there for you. Through the hardened times and the most frightened days. I will hold your hand and at no time let go. You appeared right into my life and that I express my gratitude for you.

Dreaming

Ned Magdaleno — Wed, 21 Jul 2010 09:35:04 +0000

“Why do you even bother coming back?” I asked calmly as she uttered a grief sigh, “Because I know you still have feelings for me but you’re just afraid to show them! Haven’t you learned anything yet, you’re just scared to fall in love again!” She shouted while tears formed in her eyes. I replied, “No, I’m not scared. I just don’t see myself with you anymore, can you understand that? Or are you to busy living in your own world, believing that everything revolves around you. I’m not falling for someone who is so controlling, I won’t make that mistake again.” Her eyes locked on me and hesitantly said, “The mistake was taking you back!” I interrupted, “The mistake was asking you! Look, I should have never asked for forgiveness and you should have just moved on. It would have made things easier!” She dwelled on her thoughts and said, “Okay, okay. Let’s just back things up a bit here. I apologize and you’re right, I should just move on. I just hate that you can move on so easily and here I am begging you to take me back. Perhaps the best I can do now is be happy and wait things through.” She seemed alone and yet she was the one that left me. Noticing her depression I said, “The best you can do now is to stay positive and things will work out eventually.” In a low tone she said, “I just don’t understand, I’m so confused now. I’m sorry.” I approached her and whispered, “Don’t be and what are you saying?” Her face was pale and her eyes were dreary. She was alone. “I just hate my life and I want to apologize for everything I’ve ever done. Perhaps, things may turn around and who knows I’ll be happier than ever before.”

I’ll try and finish this later, it is late and I am tired.

Sincerely,

Ned

Only For You

Ned Magdaleno — Sat, 03 Jul 2010 09:00:41 +0000

Only For You

I saw you from a distance

Standing there as I drew closer

Your eyes locked in a stare

Was it fright or fear?

Trembling, our hands entwined

Our hearts harmonized

Breathless, I held you closer

And from only centimeters

Our lips united

This love, this passion

Only for you

Divinity

Ned Magdaleno — Wed, 30 Jun 2010 08:44:56 +0000

She looked astonishing today, her eyes were as calm as the night sky. As I sat there, next to her with entwined hands. Our eyes were surrounded by each other, neither staring nor looking. It’s has if we were seeing our true selves. As if the world around became nonentity, yet I knew this could not be a reality. It was surely the happiest moment I have ever endured, but our divine love would not last evermore. We say such things but how can something last forever, when we grow senile and consumed.

The wind blew softly, leaves shuttered across the desolate streets. Suddenly it grew silent. She leaned over me and from only centimeters, whispered into my ear. “I love you” as she stood and bid farewell. It was the last that I would ever see her again.

I sat there, the wind blowing ever more swiftly, evening turned to dawn. The moon’s ominous glow shone high above, watching over us, and once again I waited…

Memories

Ned Magdaleno — Tue, 18 May 2010 04:53:07 +0000

Our memories only consist of what we call vivid images.

Her palm laid rest upon my hand and the chill night only brought her closer to me.

Our time spent together seemed to last an eternity of what she has recalled

an imperishable bond.

We sat there under the desolate stars in a world without an end.

But our timeless love would only last seconds and there after become just a memory.

Another vivid image collecting in our thoughts, only a memory…

Perhaps I’ll revise and finish this later.

Than again it was just something that came to my mind…