Dreaming

“Why do you even bother coming back?” I asked calmly as she uttered a grief sigh, “Because I know you still have feelings for me but you’re just afraid to show them! Haven’t you learned anything yet, you’re just scared to fall in love again!” She shouted while tears formed in her eyes. I replied, “No, I’m not scared. I just don’t see myself with you anymore, can you understand that? Or are you to busy living in your own world, believing that everything revolves around you. I’m not falling for someone who is so controlling, I won’t make that mistake again.” Her eyes locked on me and hesitantly said, “The mistake was taking you back!” I interrupted, “The mistake was asking you! Look, I should have never asked for forgiveness and you should have just moved on. It would have made things easier!” She dwelled on her thoughts and said, “Okay, okay. Let’s just back things up a bit here. I apologize and you’re right, I should just move on. I just hate that you can move on so easily and here I am begging you to take me back. Perhaps the best I can do now is be happy and wait things through.” She seemed alone and yet she was the one that left me. Noticing her depression I said, “The best you can do now is to stay positive and things will work out eventually.” In a low tone she said, “I just don’t understand, I’m so confused now. I’m sorry.” I approached her and whispered, “Don’t be and what are you saying?” Her face was pale and her eyes were dreary. She was alone. “I just hate my life and I want to apologize for everything I’ve ever done. Perhaps, things may turn around and who knows I’ll be happier than ever before.”

I’ll try and finish this later, it is late and I am tired.

Sincerely,

Ned

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